So it begins...
I've contemplated for a long time to create a blog about my weight loss journey or not. Because even I'm not sure if there will be a "weight loss journey".Losing weight is not just a small little issue to me. It's a BIG issue. Where as I am only 18 years old and feel like I can't even live life fat. To me, my life doesn't start till I'm fit and I know that's so unfair and stupid but that's just how I feel and it's so hard to change that. By next year around this time I WILL have reached my goal *corsses fingers* I deserve better. Way better.
Yesterday I worked out and today I didn't. I'm disappointed. I know so much more about exercise then I ever did before but I never put words into actions. I'm waiting for Monday to creep up so I can officaly start this "journey". I've made up my mind, nothing will stop me from what I want most. 50 pounds isn't easy to lose, I know this. But I need to do it. I want to be healthy.
I remember when Aman once said to me..."if you don't want to do it for yourself, do it for me" that was a wake up call. I know he wants me to be healthy and fit and he cares about me so much, I love him with every beat of my heart. He motivates me and shows me all the things I can do that I'm so embarassed to do right now. He makes me believe that I can do this.
I can and will do this.
1 Comments:
Thanks so much for visiting!
can't wait to see your progress as well :)
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